• Where is your heart?

    by  • March 21, 2012 • Betrayal • 0 Comments

    How could you? You are supposed to be my best guy friend. I feel like shit for continuing and for doing that to your gf back home. I feel like an idiot for ever trusting you and letting you manipulate me. NO GUY has ever hurt me like you have. And I have been hurt by a lot of guys. I don’t know who you are anymore. You are the perfect example of why I don’t trust guys, and you know I don’t but yet you continued to be a complete asshole. I can’t believe this happened, even more so that you said its all my fault. Are you fucking kidding me? Yes, I take responsibility, so why don’t you? You don’t even feel bad about your gf, that is just sad. When did you become such a manipulative asshole? You took all my insecurities and secrets I told you and used them against me, who does that? Not only that but you insulted me for them and made me feel horrible. Do you think your niceness will make up for it? Because just a heads up, its making it worse actually. I wish I would’ve stood up for myself better. I honestly feel like one of those girls I look at and think what an idiot, how could they keep putting up with it. It was a mistake the first time and shame on me for letting it happen again. NEVER AGAIN. I can’t even look at you without feeling shitty about myself and you. I know its partly my fault and I will admit that. Why can’t you?
    You disgust me.
    Sincerely, Your bff

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