I can’t stop thinking of you. I woke up early this morning, and I thought of you. All the thoughts of yesterday cleared out of my head. All the drama and bad thoughts.
I’m a grown woman, but every night before I see you I get happily expectant. When you walk in the room, I usually want to reach out and touch you, but instead we normally smile at each other.
I feel like I’m in over my head. I’m at the point where I don’t want to let go of you, but I know this is not going anywhere. Yesterday, you seemed “off,” a bit to everyone else, but not to me. You looked back at me and smiled like we had a private joke. You pulled me aside afterwards and told me you’d had a long but productive day. You wanted to tell me what you’d been doing.
I know you feel it, and you don’t know what to do with it either because of both of our situations. We both want to reach out and touch each other all the time, because of that little chill of feeling that runs up our spines. I crave that touch from you, the look in your eyes, your smile. I’m in too deep, and there’s nowhere to go here but out…