Two days ago you took me for a walk. I thought you were acting funny but I figured I was just being paranoid. Then you stopped walking but I kept going and from behind me I heard “I don’t think we can do this anymore.” We hadn’t been fighting…we never fought actually. We were perfect. And then I said “you aren’t being serious.” You just looked at me with a face I had never seen before. I looked at you and said “I love you. Don’t you love me anymore?” And I never imagined that you would say “I thought I did.”
And now I just feel like I shouldn’t even be alive. I wasn’t a worthwhile person when we met. I can’t believe you actually wanted to be with me. Now that you’ve left me, I feel like I’m that person again. I’m not worth anything anymore. I feel like this empty person now because I lived for you. Everything i did and thought and worked for was for you.
And now after two years of utter bliss you just don’t love me anymore? What am I supposed to do? no one is going to want me anymore. And even if they do I’m too scared to start over again. I’m too scared to be alone