• Self- Detsructive

    by  • March 19, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    I lied to you. I told you I didn’t like you anymore. I do, a lot. I’m not sure why I said what I said. It’s easier this way for the both of us this way. You can do better than me, I’m self destructive and self-sabotaging when it comes to relationships. I put up brick walls and don’t let anyone in. With you, cracks began to show. I didn’t like that, it was so easy for you to get me to open up and that scared me. I felt like you knew everything, stripped me down to the bone. You were so understanding with me and patient. Then one day you stopped caring that much, said you were busy and I was fine with that. But you’re adamant you still like me, but you deserve better. I shouldn’t have lied but I think you’re better off without me.

    You’re amazing.
    You’re understanding.
    You’re funny.
    You’re completely clueless when it comes to girls.
    You’re modest and hate showing your talents yet you have so many.
    You’re everything…Just not mine.

    3 Responses to Self- Detsructive

    1. Ana
      March 20, 2012 at 8:20 am

      You have managed to write my exact feelings down in this short letter. I do the same & recently told the man I love the same thing. I know how you feel, but hey, did you ever think maybe you ARE worth it? Maybe YOU are everything he wants. Maybe he feels the same. Give it a chance, tell him how you feel, love has it’s surpises every now & then..

    2. Nobody
      March 20, 2012 at 10:49 am

      You’re everything – just not mine.
      That’s the key.

    3. chloe
      March 20, 2012 at 11:32 am

      ‘You’re everything – just not mine.
      That’s the key.’Could you elaborate on that?

      I don’t feel like I am to be honest. It’s why I do what I do, I make them think they do like me so they’ll think it was their choice to end it if that makes sense? But with him..I dunno, it scared me how easily he broke me down. It’s so hard to tell people how you feel sometimes. Have you told him you love him?

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