It breaks my heart that i can’t be everything to you. i wish i could be the guy that excites you, goes dancing with you, gives you the feeling of a rush. And I wish i was the guy whose compliments mattered to you. The one’s you actually cherish and love to recieve. I wish i was the guy who you would drop everything to talk to, instead of being someone you can get to later because he’s always gonna be there anyway.
But you really make me feel like i’m not that guy to you. It feels like i don’t fulfill what you want. I hate it, i wish you would love me for who i am but you don’t, really. And i think that has something to do with why you wanted to break up with me and were confused.. You still haven’t told me why you were confused about us.. what am i suppose to think?
You are that girl for me, you’ve always been my world. You’re the only one i want to get compliments from, and have you really mean it. You’re the girl who excites me, I want to impress you and make you happy. Because thats what love is.
You said you wouldn’t ever be the one to break up with me. Does that mean you’re gonna try to push me til it hurts so bad that i’m the one that has to break up to save my sanity?