• Unintended karma

    by  • March 18, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Goodbye • 0 Comments

    Ever since my freshman year when I saw you in the hallway I knew there would be something special between us. four short years later I look back on our time together and I couldn’t have asked for someone better to experience all this time with. The first time we dated you were the asshole and I was always chasing you around thinking I could be the one to change you. Then you broke my heart and cheated on me with the girl I hate the most..the year and a half we spent apart after that gave me time to get my head straight..once we dated the 2nd time I could tell things weren’t the same but I couldn’t figure out what it was..you loved me so much but there was something inside me that didn’t feel the same way. I got bored and missed the thrill of being single and being able to do whatever I wanted. And I am so so sorry for breaking it off with you. You really do still mean the world to me but I couldn’t keep doing this to you. What you don’t know is I cheated too. I can’t live with myself knowing I did that to you because when it happened to me with her my whole world stopped spinning. I’m sorry and I can’t say it enough. I miss us, but the old us. When there was so much passion & love & we didn’t have to have sex all the time we could go out with our friends and go out to eat and BE OURSELVES. Its not like that anymore. Maybe its my fault for not giving it my all. You broke me and I broke you this time. Karma wasnt my intention but I guess you could call it that. I’m sorry. I love you but I’m no longer in love with you. And I hope you have a good life filled with happiness that I couldn’t give you. I don’t want to lose touch but I know if you knew the truth you would want to. This whole thing has completley ripped me apart as I’m sure it has to you too. There’s no good time to say goodbye so I guess now is what it is gunna have to be

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