I’m not happy with our relationship anymore (especially after finding however many inappropriate text messages in your phone). It lacks trust, romance, excitement and even human interaction at times. After finding those texts, the littlest thing can irritate me with you that normally wouldn’t even cross my mind. I’ve posted 5 times hinting and complaining about us recently in hopes of you getting on facebook and noticing it, but your mom noticed it way before you had the chance. I even went as far as asking you to marry me and was then got shot down with “No, I don’t know.” And I still cant get over how many girls text you like that and you kept them saved to your phone. It wasn’t just one girl, but three or four different girls, Reece. FOUR! In addition to that, all the half naked pictures of other girls and Kinsey on your other phone (I don’t care how old they are, you could’ve deleted them as soon as you found your old phone.), and not to mention you were texting some Cassidy girl and it sounded like you were trying to get her back. And constantly talking about Kinsey just puts you in a deeper whole.
Seriously, I lack too much confidence and am too jealous of a person to handle all of that but I wont speak up about it until I cant handle it and I’ve reached my breaking point. I’m at the point where I would rather be in a relationship with myself than be this hurt and upset with someone that I love and care for… I’ve told you what I would like to happen when I tell you that I’m bored, I’ve told you that there’s a lack of romance and trust, I’ve told you everything that bothers me about our relationship and it just seems like nothing is changing and that it never will. What I’m trying to say is that things need to change or I’m going to leave. I don’t know what else to do Reece, but I hope you can tell me whatever I need to change to fix us as well…