I’ve written about you, dreamed about you and wished for you. I don’t want to be alone and I don’t want our relationship to only be in my dreams. You are my dream man and I am the woman who still believes in fairy tales despite all of the sadness that tears my hopes to pieces.
I know you don’t exist/can’t exist because I’m just not that lucky. I will forever be alone because there is no way I’ll ever let anyone in but I dream of you and when I don’t find you in my dreams I feel lost and confused.
In my dreams you brighten my world and I am so thankful for you.
Several times I thought I’d met you- that you actually existed. Then that pretend you showed his true colors and I ran from him. Those pretenders got engaged or married and I was left alone wondering why I wasn’t good enough for them.
Recently I thought you’d found me and that you recognized me like I recognized you. I thought when our eyes met you saw into my soul as I saw into yours. Then I found out that it wasn’t you because he was interested in another girl.
I keep falling for the wrong guys because I keep thinking they are you. If you exist please find me and show me that my fear of love and romance is unfounded- if you exist teach me that fairy tales do exist. & if you are the man I can’t stop thinking about take a risk and ask me to be yours.
F. (a woman whose man is only in her dreams)