I love the moments when I can feel just you. When all the mixed signals and torments among us subside and we are just two spiritual beings standing face to face and completely devoted to each other, as it should have always been. I know you say that you’re happy the way things went for us and in the long run, I’m confident I’ll feel the same. These days are far and few between but when I can feel you in my soul I find it uncontrollable to stop wondering what it will be like when we’re finally together. I miss you like you couldn’t believe and one day we will be on the same train and have our chance, I have to believe that. In the meantime I enjoy being self sufficient. I enjoy learning about myself and all that interests me and I think its so important that we think of learning from our past mistakes in this respect only. I know I feel all of this but its important that you know, I dont really feel it. I love you more than words can say. Always have, always will. Sweet dreams.