I dont know where to start. We started something so special but I think it’s quickly coming to a end. I have a feeling that you are giving me the run around, and playing me like a fool. Hate to say it but I am a fool. For falling so hard for you. You will be leaving soon, and so bad I want to tell you that Im going to be waiting for you to get back. I want to tell you so badly that I love you. I want to tell you that everynight when we go to bed I say out loud, “Goodnight babe.” but always whisper I love you under my breath.
You are the person I so badly want to spend my life with but I need someone that loves me. When you broke up with me “because you couldnt love me… not this point in time.” Thats crap. There is someone out there that will love me through thick and thin.. and never decide just out of the blue some november day that you couldnt love me.
what am I supposed to do now? Just stay friends with you, try everything to keep you, while you are I guess keeping your options open?
You played me. You lied to me.
I’m hurting and need you here.. but you are always else where.
I have learned to live without you.
So this is goodbye, forever. I love you more than anything in the world and because of that Im letting you go.
I will never forget you.
I will forever, cause forever you will always be.