• We’ve been apart longer than we were together…

    by  • March 13, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    Yet everyday I think of you. The one I lost.
    You wrote here once to me, maybe twice.
    I have submitted a lot. I do it to help me cope.
    I imagine you have begun to nest with someone new.
    I wanted you to nest with me more than anything.
    I still pine and hurt over you.
    And we don’t even talk.
    You won’t return my calls.
    You won’t answer my texts.
    You won’t answer you phone.
    I have all but stopped contacting you.
    Not because I am not wanting to,
    Or that you will not talk to me anyway.
    But I cannot bear to feel the rejection.
    I would do anything to just hold you in my arms again.
    I never got to do that enough.
    You believed all the times I wanted you close to me I just wanted sex.
    In reality I just wanted to be close to you.
    I’m sure it’s too late now, as you said to me more than once before.
    But I still would do anything to just see you again,
    Talk to you,
    Laugh with you,
    Play a game with you.
    If you know who you are when reading this….
    How about another chance, take it slow this time…
    Learn that do not always shower kindness…
    I was told women always go for the assholes.
    I should never have changed….

    2 Responses to We’ve been apart longer than we were together…

    1. tina
      March 13, 2012 at 10:53 pm

      I wish you were my special someone. I just wrote about him a couple days ago.
      I feel the same way.

    2. J
      March 14, 2012 at 3:14 am

      Eventually women learn that wanting assholes ends she they open up and give a nice guy a chance

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