I have been stuck in this place for far too long, behind your shadow. I’ve been that friend who would always be there for you, do anything for you, but what about me? Sometimes I feel as though you just use me for someone to “be there” for you.
I’m sick of feeling this way, I’m sick of feeling left behind, not special enough, not pretty enough…
I think it’s time to move on to friends who can appreciate me, to friends who can say, “you look nice today” or “hey, you’re a good friend.” Whenever we’re in a big group you ignore me or pretend we’re not as good friends as we are, that hurts. I feel as though i’ve been agreeing with you because you are just so damn hard to argue with. You get in bad moods over the smallest things and don’t talk for hours. I think it’s time for me to move on and find those life long friends i’ve been looking for.
I’m going to feel pretty and have an awesome life. Screw you shadow!