• Finally.

    by  • March 13, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 2 Comments

    It’s about time I finally admit it to my self and say I love this girl named Kaitlyn. It’s weird because it took me so long to finally admit it, after denying it for over a year, which is the time I’ve known her. I honestly don’t know what it is about this girl but she drives me insane, there is literally not a day in which I don’t think about her, and the saddest part is that I have yet to gain the courage to tell her how I truly feel about her. Yeah, someone could say I’m a pussy, others could say I’m a hopeless romantic. Call me what you want. I honestly don’t care, all I know is that Im in love with this girl. Im only 20 years old and I’ve never felt like this before. I’ve had crushes on girls in the past, but they all usually seem to fade away after a while, but she never went away. I honestly don’t know how it happened but I fell for her. I remember the first day meeting her, it was my first day of college, my roommate called me and told me to meet up with him so I could meet his best friend from high school, who also happened to go to the same college. Off the bat the first thing I noticed about her, was her enormous smile she gave off, and those big beautiful clear eyes that fatally attract me every single time I stare at you. I know you’ve been hurt, especially this past year with your ex. And even tho it was a short relationship between the two, it effected you. It caused you so much pain that it even hurt me seeing you like that. I know you just want thing, to be completely and utterly in love with someone. Someone who will be there for you when you need them. Someone you can be your normal self, burping all you want and not having to worry about how you look. I know you’ve never been truly happy and you long for this, i know this because we both want the same thing. We both have the same picture of what Love is supposed to be and I feel we belong together. Why? Because I’ll love you like no one else ever could. Never would you have to feel lonely or sad or unloved ever again. That feeling that you aren’t beautiful or skinny like the other girls, i’ll take that away. That’s a promise I’d keep to the day that I die. I’d give you more than you could dream of, but I guess we’ll never know because I don’t have the courage to tell how i truly feel. That, I Love You.

    2 Responses to Finally.

    1. Brent
      March 13, 2012 at 11:38 am

      Please Tell her. The worse that could happen is she doesn’t feel the same.I know this can be heartbreaking but not telling her will be worse in the future trust me. Regret is a terrible thing.

    2. maverick21703
      March 13, 2012 at 4:20 pm

      Fortune favors the bold. Take the chance. If she is as amazing as you say she is, the risk is worth it. Its a lot easier to get over rejection than to live with regret.

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