• Leave her. Be with me.

    by  • March 12, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    Dear You,

    I know you a little. Somehow I find myself falling in love with you. I’m not sure why? Wait…That’s a lie. It’s because everyday you find a way into my heart and into my head. It’s not like I try to keep you away but without being aware, you’ve found my way into my head again, like oxygen into my lungs…it’s a easy as that. That’s the way it’s been for the last few months. You are unlike any man I have EVER met. I wish I had words for how great you are but I am bad at this. Forgive me.

    Here’s the hardest part of it all. You have a girlfriend. This is something I was aware of since day one. In the beginning I told myself “Distance, young lady, he’s taken. Don’t do this to yourself.” But I did. You wooed me. You are so good at it. Those three nights we were together are irreplaceable and unforgettable. They were stolen moments that I wish I felt guilty for..but I don’t. You engulfed me. We realized it was wrong. I couldn’t be the other woman and you couldn’t do that to her, so we stopped. But here we go again. I know you feel something too. this is something I never thought I would say…So this is my chance. I am telling you right now. Leave her. Be with me. Because, this…whatever you want to call it, is killing me. It’s taking everything from me. God, it’s turning me into a walking cliche. It’s making me submit this to lettersillneversend.com! I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I can’t stop thinking about you. The jealousy is eating me alive. Knowing you are with her, kills me, EVERY DAY. You tell me how different I am, how I am everything you’ve ever wanted, and how you want me in your life always. If that’s how you feel, DO SOMETHING. You know what I want. I’ve made this abundantly clear many times before and right now. You would think that if I am so rare and so precious to you… you wouldn’t let me go. But I am slipping away. I can’t live my life wondering, hoping you’ll show up at my door. You’ve stripped me bare. I’ve never been so vulnerable. You have my heart. I am desperate and out of control. But I am also crazy and I’m crazy for you. Only you.

    So leave her. Be with me. Because no matter what I have a feeling that what you said is right. “We’ll never have it with anyone else.”

    But who am I kidding? You will never leave her and I will never send this letter.

    With all my heart,

    3 Responses to Leave her. Be with me.

    1. Ana
      March 13, 2012 at 5:53 am

      I’m in the same situation…

    2. been there
      March 13, 2012 at 9:09 am

      I’ve been there. But the truth is if he hasn’t left her yet…then that is your answer. Step out of the picture for a while and let him decide for himself. It’s going to hurt, but if you stay and tempt him when he is with someone else…then it’s only going to hurt in heartache in the end. If it’s meant to be then it will be, and somehow you’ll meet again down the road…but for now the best thing you can do is move forward with your life…take care of yourself…and try to find things that make you happy.

      If it is meant to be then by the time he does show up again…you’ll be the person that he needs you to be….love works itself out…sometimes it just takes patience and the willingness to have faith that everything will work out eventually.

    3. LCM
      March 15, 2012 at 5:32 pm

      I have also been here and guess what he didn’t leave her and by god it hurt. I still sometimes think years later ‘what if?’ and ‘why her, not me?’.

      It has taken a long time but somehow now when I see him (which is not often, once twice a year) I find a little comfort in knowing that she really loves him and has stuck by him through thick and thin.

      I hope that given time it all works out for you, you never know what the next chapter in your life will bring.


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