People do crazy things when they are in love. I am about to be one of them. I know what the logical thing for me to do is, and it’s to not act on this impulse. But fuck it. This is what I want. The thought of losing you to someone else…I can’t handle it. I need to stop denying how I feel about you. I think about you all the time. I imagine what will happen when I will get to see you again. What I can’t picture is coming back home to this life afterwards. Sure, I am financially stable, and have someone who loves me here. But I don’t love him like I once did. Because I am in love with you. I don’t know how I am going to make this happen. But I will.