• Friday Night

    by  • March 12, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments

    There’s going to be a party, my fiance is throwing it.
    And there might be underage drinking going on.

    I’M GOING TO GET SO SMASHED.
    I can’t even wait.
    I have a whole bottle. Of the hard stuff. Of yummy hard stuff, so it won’t even suck to drink.

    I keep pushing for you and your stupid girlfriend to be on the invite list.
    I don’t know why.. Maybe I just want you to see me happy and on air. Maybe I want you to get jealous, since I get super flirty and a little slutty after a few. Maybe I want you to drink a little bit, and do the same. Your girlfriend will flip shit, because we both know what will happen if you get flirty. You still like me, or have some sort of feelings towards me. Ooooh, this will be interesting, won’t it?

    Let’s see who we become when we lose control.

    4 Responses to Friday Night

    1. good luck
      March 13, 2012 at 8:42 am

      you sound far too immature to be getting married. getting excited about getting drunk and flirting with another man, hoping his girlfriend gets jealous? good luck with your divorce.

    2. wtf
      March 13, 2012 at 10:39 am

      I agree with the other comment. You have a fiance and yet you plan on getting drunk to flirt with someone else?
      You know, I hope to god when I have a fiance I’m not like you. Your fiance proposed to you because they love you, at least have enough respect for them and tell them you can’t be with them because you’re too immature to understand what being in a relationship is.

    3. Author
      March 13, 2012 at 9:52 pm

      Thanks a lot assholes.
      Nevermind the fact that I have a lot of issues, and this damn site is the only place where I have felt safe enough to share my feelings and issues. This stupid website is the only place I have been able to talk about my suicidal thoughts, and my struggles with wanting to return to cutting and drugs.

      This website is going to shit, with a bunch of trolls and jerks.
      Thanks for ruining the only safe place I had.

    4. wtf
      March 14, 2012 at 12:09 pm

      I’m not a jerk, nor an asshole. Thanks for that.
      This website is still an amazing place to share your emotions and it has done be a lot of good.

      However, the community that uses this site tends to be a very sympathetic crowd but only to those who deserve it. You clearly are in no right of mind to have a fiance, or get ridiculously intoxicated to prove a point to another guy. That’s just not right.
      You sound unbelievably immature. You have a lot to growing up to do if you think myself and “good luck” are jerks for pointing out the obvious.
      Work on your issues, don’t bring a fiance into the mix and don’t get drunk and try to get someone else jealous. That’s the most immature thing you can do.

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