This isn’t something I’d usually do, but then again no ones ever made feel this way except for you. I remember being in my dorm room holding hands talking about our lives, our dreams, our greatest aspirations. I remember when you were sleeping across the hall and you tried to hide your face from me because your hair wasn’t quite right and you had just woken up. I remember feeling that if there was one person on campus who knew and really got me it was you. I remember when I said that I thought you were beautiful and you said no one had ever said that to you before.I remember the first time we kissed, the first time we were intimate. It might not have been as special to you as it was to me, but you were my first and I’ll never forget. I don’t know where I went wrong since you keep saying I did didn’t do anything but now we rarely even talk except for sometimes in class we communicate through Twitter. But I’ve realized that that’s not enough for me, I’m greedy and I want more. I want you.
Someone yesterday told me that they liked me a lot and wanted to be my girlfriend and all I could say was “awesome”. I don’t want to settle for second place. I have turned down a number of relationship offers just because they weren’t as good as you.You might be with another guy right now and that’s fine because eventually you’ll want a relationship with substance, someone who’ll cherish and want to take care of you always and when that time comes I’ll be there.
I Miss You, Chelsey.
And It’s becoming extremely obvious that I don’t want to live without you anymore.