We were outside. Your friends were over and we were just chillin’. Then Matt wanted to go to his house so Gabe and Matt started leaving. Matt said I couldn’t come. You were walking past me and said, “You can come if you want.” But you don’t know. I don’t want to be at Matt’s house with a bunch of guys. I also don’t want to be alone. But here I am. Julia’s outside and so are you. I’m on the computer. Typing up this letter I’ll never send. Part of me wants to go over to Matt’s, but that would be awkward. I hate this. I’m all alone.