• Archive for March 10th, 2012

    What I Ask from You…

    by  • March 10, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple • 2 Comments

    I want to be your everything. I want to be your best friend. Your partner. Your biggest annoyance. Your largest frustration. Your biggest joy. The first person you tell your big news to. The first shoulder you cry on when everything’s going wrong. The first person you celebrate with when everything’s going right. The one

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    Help.. I can’t decide

    by  • March 10, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Advice • 1 Comment

    I am torn between letting you go and going to see you. I told you I was going to visit you for my break, but now that it is here and the time has actually come, I am thinking that I shouldn’t. The last time I visited you was about three years ago when I

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    You broke it

    by  • March 10, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Abuse • 0 Comments

    Years, I spent years letting you tear me down to a level of low I didn’t know existed. I realize now you were trying to bring me down to how you felt. Your physical, emotional, mental violence was never about me and what I did wrong, it was about you and how you felt about

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    To you, the broken.

    by  • March 10, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 0 Comments

    Physical abuse up until you were 13, the year you said no. Sexual abuse from strangers and someone you were in love with. Emotional abuse your entire life. Substance abuse to forget the other three. A constant state of distress, hair falling out, skin in hives, muscles tight, always on alert, can’t sleep, hardly eat,

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    Nicholas

    by  • March 10, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 0 Comments

    Your hand brushed across my forehead, down my cheek. My has heart never beat so quickly or loudly in my life. You pause at my neck and ask if you can touch it- to an outsider, it may seem bizarre, but you know me so well. I trust you completely. I trust you not to

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