• I Don’t Even Know.

    by  • March 9, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 1 Comment

    I’m tired of this.
    It seems that no matter what I do, it’ll never be enough for you.
    It didn’t used to be this way…we used to be happy. But now? I don’t know what we are. Are we friends? Are we more than friends? Less? I don’t even know what to feel anymore.
    When we’re actually together, you’re usually sweet and loving.
    However, when we’re separated, you seem cold and distant. You either ignore me completely, or you make me feel insignificant. Like I’m second-best, compared to HER.
    Everyone says I should end this. “You need to get him out of your life. He’s destroying you. You can’t let him do this to you. Break his hold.”
    I know I should. I know that it would be the best for me.
    But, you know what?
    I don’t want to end it.
    I’ll do anything to keep you in my life, even if I have to suffer for it.
    I can’t let go.

    One Response to I Don’t Even Know.

    1. Sarah
      March 9, 2012 at 5:59 pm

      I’m in the same situation.
      I feel for you, girl. Chin up!
      Hope it gets better for you. 🙂

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