• I am easy and fucking more hard

    by  • March 9, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    If you wanted me … but you don’t.

    Your fine lines, your choices, not mine!

    Don’t say it’s me, don’t say it’s mine. My choice is only to remain and see where any of this leads. What we have found in us, is important enough to me, to withstand time, odds and pain (so far).

    Yes, your CHOICES, all of it, every single thing in your life is your CHOICE. YOU want it this way or you would change (including your loneliness).

    Not change for me, not change for anybody.
    Change only for yourself because YOU want to, but you don’t!

    NOBODY can MAKE you, unless you want to, even surrender is a CHOICE you make!

    You may be who you are, but you are still no different then anybody else!
    Everybody has those choices.

    In the end what more is there to say?
    You don’t want me.

    So be it, and I keep reminding myself so I won’t get lost completely.

    My choice to hold on …
    No choice at all to keep on loving you … (only very few choices nobody really has and love is never a choice!)

    Mason hand me another brick, my walls ain’t strong enough.

    Yet!

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