I hate when we argue. i don’t think you do either but you never tell me anything. And you get mad over the stupidest things. And i love you. really. But when you act like this i wanna punch you in you face. i hate it. we weren’t like this before you asked me out. it was so much easier. just kissing. nothing more. but now i, i feel like i made a big mistake. but i don’t ever regret it. And i hate when we argue cuz i say things i don’t mean then you get even madder and i can’t chase after you cuz then they’d know something was going on between us. and it would be so much easier if they did know. but that can’t happen. And i’m literally sitting 5 maybe 10 feet away from you right now in a corner in the other room and i wanna go out there and tell you how sorry i am and kiss you and HUG YOU FOR ONCE! and other times i feel like you use me. and others like you don’t even care. but i know you do and when i don’t see you for 2 or 3 days i hate it. and when you refuse to kiss me i feel like ima go cry. i mean we’re polar opposites yet i love you and well like i said you never tell me anything so i don’t know if you feel he same. and i really hope you do. and i really want you to get over the act i gaged my ears to 14’s they’re not that big. but whatever..