What people don’t understand is that I’m not always my happy self. I just want some alone time or complain to someone about everything that’s going wrong in my life and usually it has to be with my parents and when I complain they don’t realize that I’m covering my tears up with being too happy that’s usually how it works I just want to cry but I know that if I cry my mom will try to fix my problems when really I just want someone to listen I don’t want you to say anything I just want to complain and cry. Haven’t you ever felt like you just need a good cry? Well I feel like that every time I’m alone. I wish someone can understand how I feel. How everything is falling through the cracks so you try to cover them with happiness to stop you from slipping through the cracks too.