You’re a fucking douchebag, you pressured me into trying to have sex with you, you pressured me into saying I loved you, You pressured me into a relationship that I didn’t want.
I hated everything about you because you were not him, and i’m fucked for saying it.. But you were never him and I will never love you.
I was a shitty girlfriend because I never wanted to be with you, I wanted someone to feel in the lonely I felt over him. I wanted to feel wanted and love and once I got it I didn’t want it. I felt sick every time you would touch me, every kiss, every breath you took near me, everything made me feel like I was going to be sick.
I don’t miss you.. But I miss the thought of you, I miss the wanting you had for me, I miss you telling me you loved me. But I never loved you I never wanted you, but you were there and you gave me love and the things I wanted and needed at the time.
I’m sorry I was a bad girlfriend but I couldn’t keep doing this with you.
I understand if you hate me, i’d hate me too.