• To Chaz;

    by  • March 8, 2012 • Breaking Up • 1 Comment

    You’re a fucking douchebag, you pressured me into trying to have sex with you, you pressured me into saying I loved you, You pressured me into a relationship that I didn’t want.

    I hated everything about you because you were not him, and i’m fucked for saying it.. But you were never him and I will never love you.

    I was a shitty girlfriend because I never wanted to be with you, I wanted someone to feel in the lonely I felt over him. I wanted to feel wanted and love and once I got it I didn’t want it. I felt sick every time you would touch me, every kiss, every breath you took near me, everything made me feel like I was going to be sick.

    I don’t miss you.. But I miss the thought of you, I miss the wanting you had for me, I miss you telling me you loved me. But I never loved you I never wanted you, but you were there and you gave me love and the things I wanted and needed at the time.

    I’m sorry I was a bad girlfriend but I couldn’t keep doing this with you.

    I understand if you hate me, i’d hate me too.

    One Response to To Chaz;

    1. C
      May 20, 2013 at 3:43 pm

      Coward. You should have just left him, stupid, selfish, mean spirited, coward.

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