• Surprise

    by  • March 8, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 3 Comments

    Why is it that the second I let go of you, you come into my life again? I’ll admit, I’m glad you texted me. After 3 months of ABSOLUTELY no contact, you answered so many of the questions that have haunted my thoughts and dreams. This whole time you’ve been thinking about me, you care what I have to say…but do you still want me in your life?

    I don’t want you back but I can’t help but think about kissing your lips. I can’t stop thinking about your arms wrapped around me…is it bad that that makes me smile? You hurt me SO MUCH, yet, when I see you smiling in my mind, the corners of my mouth turn and I remember what it felt like to be loved by you.

    I hate not knowing what you’re thinking, but maybe that’s for the best. Because if I knew you still loved me, I can’t promise I wouldn’t love you back. And THAT is what scares me the most.

    3 Responses to Surprise

    1. r
      March 8, 2012 at 4:29 pm

      was this written by a guy?

    2. Jamie
      March 9, 2012 at 8:33 am

      no

    3. nicole
      March 9, 2012 at 3:25 pm

      What if that’s the question you won’t know if you don’t find out for yourself. If you want to look back 30 years from now not knowing. Sounds to me as if someone hs someone they need to talk to.

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