My emotions right now are anger, hurt, bitterness, utter hatred at some points. I do not want to think about you. I do not want to love you anymore, but I can’t stop thinking of you everyday, several times during the day. Even though you say you don’t believe I should be hurting, your sub conscience enjoys it in some way. I never thought I’d feel heart ache this strong and painful in my life, but I was wrong.
Your blatant disregard for the way I felt and still feel is hurtful and cold. Assuring yourself you know everything I know myself is foolish. I hope you are happy while you openly hurt me over and over again. At times, I wish memory erasing were absolutely possible and accessible. Thoughts of you, BE GONE. Please.