I remember the first time I ever met you. My first day at my first job and your loud mouth was one of the first I heard. There was just something about you. The most beautiful human i’ve ever seen. You were a player, you could have had any of them doing whatever you wanted them to, but you chose me. You sat with me every morning and we would smoke our cigarettes and talk about life. You chose me to trust. You stole my heart. I remember when you told me you loved me and that you always will. You told me I was beautiful when I felt the worst about myself. You taught me a lot. You told me I always have a wall up, so i’ll never know if I have a chance. If only you knew how close you were to knocking it down. I know you don’t always answer my calls, but you’re there when I need you the most. The day that guy took me miles away from my house and wouldn’t let me leave, I got away and it was you who picked me up. I’ve wiped away your tears and listened to everything you’ve ever said to me. Even though you say you only see me as a friend, I know you love me. Your sister said your eyes light up when you talk to me or what about the time I got on a sunburn and you were on the computer looking up signs of sun poisoning. You were my first love and since the day I met you, I haven’t gone a day without thinking about you. I would literally feel sick if I went more than a day without talking to you. You taught me a lot about life and love. I still have the bracelet you gave me too, I wear it everyday. Maybe one day i’ll have enough balls to actually tell you all this, but until then this gets a lot off my chest. I love you more than life and I will never, ever forget you.