• Lucky

    by  • March 6, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Goodbye • 0 Comments

    You know me better than anyone. You know how I get. You know how I feel. I trusted you with my biggest secrets and many, many more. I loved you when no one else did. When no one was there, I was. I still am. But I can’t be for much longer. You are throwing me out because of something I may have said but think about it-if i threw you out on everything bad you say to me, we wouldn’t be where we are today. I am trying to delete myself from your life. Removing tags, un-liking Facebook things. Taking down the pictures that you said you hated, but i put them up anyways because I knew you still loved me. Those are gone now. Making it not hurt as bad when I see your name or your face. You say you’re over it, so why won’t you look at me the same way. Why won’t you love me like you used to. You were my best friend. In this whole world. And now you have turned your back. Right when I needed you the most.

    You know I would never say anything like that. You know you are my best friend. And that everyone isn’t good enough for you in my eyes. You know me. But you know your pride better. So you chose. And now I live on with the consequence of losing the best friend I have ever had. I lost you. I lost myself.

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