I met and fell in love with you 6 years ago. The following two years were a hell I could not fathom had I not experienced such lovesick loss myself. I have spent innumerable hours of my life literally pining away for you. Memories of that time still bring pain, but also an appreciation and
Read more →I’ve known you for a little over a year now. The first time I saw you, you took my breath away. I remember walking into the room and seeing you, our eyes met and I knew there was something about you, something I had to get to know, that I wanted to know, that I
Read more →My dearest one, my treasure, I have always wanted to tell you I love you. I have always wanted to tell you verbally, with words from my own mouth. Not with songs, not with tea or scones or heartfelt gazes or caresses or gentle taunting. I have always wanted to tell you. I met you
Read more →I’m going to college so we can have a future together. The ironic thing is that it could be what ends us.
Read more →And that is killing me. I don’t want to love you anymore, please go away. Get out of my head, stop making me feel your finger tips dance across my skin. Just stop, I feel like i’m losing my mind.
Read more →I feel like i’m walking through life twisted. I don’t think I should feel like this.. But it’s not getting better. Everything is getting worse. I feel like I need to cut again to make everything stop, I don’t even feel human anymore, I feel like a shell a shell of the former person I
Read more →Ok, so things have changed lately and maybe I haven’t been being your girlfriends best friend, relationship advisor, ghost father surrogate, still interested ex-girlfriend as good as I should have been but there is no going back. You need to know this and understand it because I can accept the fucking mess we’re in but
Read more →I couldn’t afford to go to the school I really wanted to attend because it was too expensive. I tired to let my parents know it was no big deal, that I’d survive wherever I went… But even now, almost a year after denying my acceptance, I still cry a little ever time that name
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