• Unconditional

    by  • March 5, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 5 Comments

    I wanted us to work. I wanted us to work more than you’ll ever know. I just didn’t know how to make it. You deserve someone that’s going to make you happy, someone who can communicate with you in the way that you need. I miss you everyday, and it hurts so much more knowing that the whole thing was my fault. I just don’t know what to say to you. I know how you feel about “I’m sorry’s” but I know somehow there is an apology in order. And I need you to know that I’ve thought about you everyday that you’ve been gone. I wish, no I want to be what you need, but I just don’t know how yet. Maybe someday I’ll figure it out, but not right now. You’ll always have a very special place in my heart, and I’ll never forget the great parts about our time together. I love you.

    5 Responses to Unconditional

    1. .
      March 5, 2012 at 2:04 pm

      You seeing that this situation is your fault (whatever the reason), shows an understanding that would make an “I’m sorry” believable.
      I am not much for sorry’s either because so often, it’s merely used as an excuse to make good, then turn around and do the same again. Only if you understand, learned, what you did wrong, you can try to avoid this mistake next time. Hence I always dig and bug to find out what it is that actually hurt the person. Sounds dumb but I sometimes just don’t comprehend because certain things just wouldn’t offend me as much. Differences in perspectives, opinions, etc.
      To keep my words of wisdom short;
      pass this on to the person you care for, and take the part of “maybe some day, but not right now” out. If it’s love, if you really care, that would be the ticket – no doubt in my mind!

      I wish, I would ever hear those words, but me alone trying to communicate, isn’t working out so well and I think he has just given up. Men, thinking problems will just fade in silence! Trust me it really doesn’t work this way and just makes it worth. It’s building up issues that could be gone so easily.
      Little bit of faith, trust and effort to communicate.

      Try it! Best wishes to you….

    2. anonymous
      March 5, 2012 at 2:22 pm

      Take advice from an older,experienced person. If you really want to be with him or her you will develop the ability to be what he or she needs and this person will be willing to accept your efforts with patience if you truly try. The not right now does not match the i love you. This person will not believe u love them if this is wphat you say.

    3. Me
      March 5, 2012 at 9:03 pm

      Wow, if that wasn’t an epic fail. Damn iPod touch. It should say “but as for right now,” Oooops.

    4. DC
      March 7, 2012 at 9:23 am

      Hmmm…. sounds so very much like the one I want to hear this from. If “nest in the back of my Accord” means something to you, I’m here. Still willing if you you are. But one thing has to change before we can talk and you know what that is. Back to Little Rock.

    5. Katie
      March 7, 2012 at 12:50 pm

      Man, I wish my ex wrote this. Seems like something he should say.

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