• Dear Life

    by  • March 5, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 0 Comments

    I like to think that my choices have led me to where I want to be. But as I close up the wine store every night and go home to prepare for school the next day, I wonder if this is where I am supposed to be.

    I could have left the area that I grew up in.
    I could have moved away.
    I could have started over, new.
    I could have believed that life was taking me somewhere.

    Am I on my way somewhere else? Things aren’t working out like I thought they would have.
    So, I am at a standstill. Waiting, waiting for new things to happen to me.
    I am waiting for a break. A night off. Some room to breath.

    I drive home and smoke my cigarette after a long night of work and think about you. I think about me. I think about whether or not I should be here. Whether or not I will hear your music play again.

    SO I wait. Wait Wait wait. And put off my ‘major change’
    Looking for some words of wisdom about what I should do.

    Life, why am I waiting. Am I already on my way somewhere else?

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