• Wish you would tell me Im wrong

    by  • March 3, 2012 • Abuse • 0 Comments

    I wish I could find my Backbone, I wish I could voice this feeling digging at every inch of me. I want so badly for you to just notice me. I tell you that you can go out with your friends and do what ever you like so that if you choose me it’s because you really want to be with me, not due to the fact that i forced you to stay. Why is it never me? Why is it that you always jump at any opportunity to leave? I wish you would tell me I’m wrong. I just want you to want me. The way you used to. I want that fire, that need. I know you don’t need me. You tell me so. I feel like you don’t trust me. I have no idea why, I’ve never done anything to lose your trust. Without trust there is no love. And what you did last night outraged me! You used me! You fucked me and left. There was no love in the act done last night. I felt like a piece of disposable ass not your wife. God I wish you could tell me I’m wrong. Right now I feel like a house keeping whore who has to fuck and fold clothes to keep the fucking hopeless dream called marriage alive. All I want you to do is tell me I’m wrong. But you never will because I will never be able to tell you how I feel.

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