I don’t know how i got myself into this mess. So there’s these two amazing guys and I’ve kissed them both and been back and forth between them. I understand that yu guys want a decision from me but I don’t know what to do bc no matter wat sumone gets hurt. This love triangle has been killing me and I can’t go on longer I want to be with yu but I can’t bc if I chose one ovr the other I lose one. And if I chose neither I won’t be happy. …so I forgot to tell yu. This situation has caused me such distress tht I started smoking again. I haven’t smoked in like 6 months and look what happened and what this is doing to me. And what’s worst is I’ve been kissing another guy on top evrything. I’m like freaking out and still don’t know what to do. I’m so sorry. You deserve better.