• I hope you know

    by  • March 3, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    I hope you know what it’s like to live without you. I broke your heart but you have broken mine. A love that i feel i will never find again because you destroyed that for me. I live everyday telling myself, it’s okay just get through one more day and then it will be over. But you won’t let me move on, because you and i were each other’s first everything. I can’t stand the fact that i can’t move on. It’s been a year and a half now, and no one gets it. They tell me move on, you’re fine, live life. But the truth is, i don’t want to unless it’s with you. I can’t even do that. You don’t want me anymore, and i understand i broke your heart, but don’t torture me and call me crazy, don’t say you’re fine when you’re not. I will always be there for you, but you could NEVER do the same. I ask God every night why he puts me through this struggle and why on earth everyday i just want to cry. Yes i broke your heart, but you stomped on mine and left it there on the road. You don’t care what happens and you don’t care about me. I hope you know what you’ve done to me. I hope you’re happy with your stupid life, with your drugs and alcohol, academic probation and fake friends. I hope you know that i deserve better than you, but deep down i know it’s you. I hope you can live with yourself now, now that you got all the anger at me you wanted out. I hope you know that i still love you, and even though i will never love the same because of you, i hope you know you’re still in heart.

    Love,
    Lauren

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