I don’t think I can do this. I’m afraid of losing you for good. I guess one of the ways we are different is the way that we deal with our pains and sadness. Me talking to you, that is when your not trying to be so distant, its just heart warming, it makes me feel better. Now that your trying to make us distant, I’m just growing sad. I don’t know how long I’ll be able to comfortably hold on to living for. I’m trying sooo hard to not let those thoughts into my head, but they are there. You no longer say you love me, your going to a club and don’t want me there. I just don’t know what to do with myself. The feelings are overwhelming. I just don’t want them at all anymore. I would much rather just have them end. I want to be with you. I do so badly, but I’m a fucking pussy and I’m having separation issues, I can’t stand being apart from you, and its only getting worse and worse day by day. I’m holding on for you, but it doesn’t feel like you even give a shit anymore. I know you do, I’m just a depressed mother fucker that misses the shit out of you. My life is incomplete without you. I just feel like shit, I’m depressed and bad thoughts are beginning to cross my mind, I was doing decent for a while, until you started trying to make us more distant, and now I just don’t want to be on the planet anymore, I feel unwanted, I mean I know people want me, I know people like me, I know people would be sad, but the only person who’s opinion I care about is yours.