I don’t think I can do this. I’m afraid of losing you for good. I guess one of the ways we are different is the way that we deal with our pains and sadness. Me talking to you, that is when your not trying to be so distant, its just heart warming, it makes me
Read more →I know it hasn’t even been a week since I last saw you but it feels like its been a year already. I’m nobody without you. I’ve realized so many things, but haven’t told you because it wouldn’t be what you want to hear. You’re my everything, and I just want us to work. The
Read more →Is this really what love is? No matter how cliche that question may be. You have a substance abuse problem. I keep trying to get you to realize that it shouldn’t be this way and you never listen to me. You shouldn’t choose drugs and alcohol over your girlfriend of two years every time you’re
Read more →Old friend, A few days ago you posted on fb that you were seriously considering moving to Texas. My heart dropped. I’d never tell you but the thought of it scares me half to death. I already miss you. The thought of never ever seeing you again makes me sick to my stomach. I haven’t
Read more →“In your eyes I see things I know I cannot touch, I know not to reach for them, I let them touch me. And I cherish these moments that we’re able to share, however fleeting they may be.” That’s how it always felt with you, J. I knew you weren’t a very affectionate person, and
Read more →I am torn between feeling like this is the happiest in my life that I have been and feeling like every day waking up is a struggle. I have the best people in my life, and I love them and have fun but I feel like every day there is new drama. Every day I
Read more →Riding in the subway I give my seat away to someone who needs it more. At the cash register I let someone with only a few items ahead of me. Passing a homeless person I give them some money or some food, exchange a few words. Some of their stories are very touching. If I
Read more →Maybe I should tell you, but somehow I just can’t anymore, not right now. There were times when I felt I could talk to you about anything. Happy, silly little moments that fill me, emotions and tears I shed, even things that you said that hurt me. An openness with a drive to share with
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