• What am I Doing wrong?

    by  • March 1, 2012 • Confession • 0 Comments

    What am I doing wrong?

    Do I text too much? Do I stare at you too much? Do I try too hard? Do I think too much? What do you want from me?

    You really don’t know how much this kills me. To sit here and think about you wishing you’d pay attention to me. And then to sit back at a distance wishing you’d come up and say hi to me. If you don’t want a relatonship with me, I understand, but how can you sleep with me for a year and them act like I don’t exist? Can’t you see I’m in love with you, dumbass?! What will it take to get your attention?

    I love you. I do. And I’ve posted so much shit on this website trying to rid myself of this yearning feeling. I just want to be with you… I just want the course to tell you I love you. I’m petrified with fear. I’m so scared of what you’d say. It’s not like I want to have your babies or get married now or anything.., I just wanna love you. I just want you to love me. So what’s the problem? What’s so wrong with that?

    What am I doing wrong?

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