It’s weird, ya know? How someone can make you feel. It’s weird because…they can make you feel so happy-elated!- without doing or saying anything, they can make you feel like you’re flying, and that nothing can touch you or bring you down. You feel like you can take on the world because you have that person. And suddenly life is exciting and wonderful.
It’s weird how quickly someone can change…like you were too much of a burden and they just let you fall, high from the sky, and look down at you as you crash. It’s weird how you can admire and appreciate and love someone until you burst, yet they never see it or cherish it back. It’s weird how, after so much time, that person can just walk away like you were less than a stranger they met once upon a time.
It’s weird, ya know?…How someone can fill you with a hundred, a thousand feelings all at once. Every shade of betrayal, anger, confusion, sadness…
It’s weird how they can take all the good you did to them and love you gave them and throw it back in your face. It’s weird how they can twist things to make it your fault, make you feel like a worthless piece of shit.
It’s weird how they can so easily get under your skin, without even trying.
It’s weird that after treating you like absolute crap, you still miss them, love them, want to see them. How you know that if you were to see that person right now it wouldn’t matter, the harsh words and built up feelings wouldn’t come and you would forgive them instantly. It’s weird how the tears never come, and never come, and never come, because you’re so empty inside.
And it’s weird how, suddenly, the world is so bleak and meaningless. And you’re scared to face the future because, now, you no longer have those wings to hold you up.