I don’t even know why I’m doing this. Probably, just for self closure. But really what I can’t understand is you. After everything. After what you said. I told you my fears. I told you I didn’t want to lose you. And you said I wouldn’t. But that was days ago. And now, you’re not talking to me. And I’m okay with that. I’m okay with you ignoring me, or I was. Because I thought you’d come back. But after reading your status on fb. Idk if it was aimed at me, but it probably was. you said “Please understand this isn’t just goodbye, this is I can’t stand you.” And. It was enough to be the straw that broke the camel’s back. I thought, in my heart and in my brain that we could fix this. That this could be over when you wanted it to be. But after that. It seems you don’t want it to be. But, even though you’ll never read this. I still don’t want it to be over. As soon as you want to be back in each others live. I’ll be here. I’ve lost the best thing I never had. And I will always be your Snape.
I’m sorry. I really and sincerely am sorry. Always.