• Archive for February 29th, 2012

    Here’s the thing..

    by  • February 29, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    You cheated on me, but I don’t think about that. We argued, but I don’t think about that. You made me feel terrible, and I did the same, but I don’t think about that. When it was bad, it was horrible, but I don’t think about that. I think about when it was good. When

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    Don’t Know Anymore

    by  • February 29, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 3 Comments

    You are so confusing. After all this time you want to get back together with me? I’ve been praying about it, but I just have a very bad feeling about it all. All the heartache, the crying, the fighting, the emotional abuse comes sweeping back to me like yesterday. I don’t know anymore. You were

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    in love with my best friend

    by  • February 29, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    Dear you. We all have our stories. As much as I wish your story would have intertwined with mine, I can’t ever be sure of that. It’s just something we could never talk about – something *I* can’t talk about without fear of losing you. And it’s easier to pretend. To “forget” about it. It’s

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    I can never hate you

    by  • February 29, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    The summer before I went into college my boyfriend at the time dumped over text. He had told me that he loved and that he wanted to lose his virginity to me. He told me many sweet and beautiful things. I felt loved and I was addicted to that feeling. He hurt me when he

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    Ashamed to be

    by  • February 29, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 0 Comments

    I am not ashamed of who I am. I have depression. I am the happiest person you know. I am the most energetic, always smiling, crazy hyper person you know. I cut. I have suicidal thoughts. I’ve struggled with suicide ideation for over 6 years. I have attempted suicide–and I failed. I take anti depressants.

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    The Epitome Of Hell That Was Today

    by  • February 29, 2012 • Anger • 0 Comments

    I am so fucking angry at you. So angry I want to scream my fucking lungs out. Could be sleep deprivation. Could be because I have literally worked myself into complete exhaustion. Could be because you made such a selfish decision and now you’ve left me. You left US. To deal with today. Let’s just

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