• I Love You, handsome.

    by  • February 29, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple • 2 Comments

    Hey there, handsome.

    Just wanted to say that I love you.
    Just wanted to say that I’m dying inside, wondering.
    Just wanted to say that I will always be here for you, no matter what.
    Just wanted to say that I will always be your best friend.
    Just wanted to say that I love you.

    Just wanted to say that I miss you.
    Just wanted to say that I miss us.
    Just wanted to say that if I could go back and change the things I’ve done… I would.
    Just wanted to say that if you’ve found someone else, I’m glad for you.
    Just wanted to say that this not knowing is tearing me apart.

    Just wanted to say that you deserve all the happiness in the world.
    Just wanted to say that you are the most wonderful man I know.
    Just wanted to say that I need you in my life, always.
    Just wanted to say that in 3 days, we will have known each other 2 years.
    Just wanted to say that I love you.

    You might not remember, but the first song you ever told me to listen to, ‘Smile’ by Uncle Cracker (because, you said, that is how I made you feel), that song has been on my mind all day.
    Our first conversation, in which you told me to never give up on my dreams, you might not remember, but that conversation has been playing through my mind all day.
    The first day you told me you loved me, maybe you don’t remember, but I cannot stop thinking about it.

    The first day that I realized I loved you… I cannot remember that day though. I’ve been picking my brain all day, trying to pin point it. I think that I came to the realization gradually, and I think I loved you a whole lot longer than I ever admitted to.

    I feel like I ruined my chance with you, because I was stupid, because I thought I knew what was best. I feel like your heart may, even now, belong to another. And while I feel regret, and deep, searing pain at that thought, I also hope she treats you well. I hope she doesn’t hurt you. I hope she doesn’t cause you to ever frown, because, like the song says, “just the thought of you can drive me wild. Oooh you make me smile.” and I never, never, never want to see you unhappy.
    I want you to be that happy man that once told a stubborn girl to listen to ‘Smile’. I want you to be that man who cannot hide his smile. Because YOU make ME smile. Just by being you.

    Please be happy. I love you enough to let you go. So please, please, love her enough to make you happy.

    Just wanted to say that I love you.
    Just wanted to say that I love you.
    Just wanted to say that I LOVE YOU.

    There, I think I’ve said it enough to hold me over for a few minutes. I cannot imagine never being able to tell you that again. Never hearing you say it back.

    I truly love you with all my heart. And I want you to be happy. Even if it isn’t with me….

    I love you handsome. G’night.

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    2 Responses to I Love You, handsome.

    1. Roisin
      February 29, 2012 at 5:54 am

      Hey I just wanted to say that I feel the same way as you about a guy… It’s going to be okay.
      This was very beautiful.




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    2. haifa
      February 20, 2015 at 1:01 am

      Its been 9 years n its fresh in my memory.. exactly like this letter I would want to send him.. forbidden love




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