There was this wonderful time when we were so close. Many people thought, you were my sister and if they asked us, we said “yes, we are” and enjoyed it that someone was thinking we are siblings. Not that we look the same but somehow these people could feel that there is a special connection, which was more than “just” best friends.
You came to India to travel with me and we realized how different we are. But is that such a big deal to be different? In the beginning it might hurt but in the end you know each other better and the love of friendship you feel for each other is unconditional. At least it was for me.
You went back to Europe – I decided to stay in Asia. Longer than expected. We both changed and here we are now: thousand of miles apart. I really thought we can handle that, I really believed in the strong connection we had and I was so sure about our friendship. Maybe too sure?
Seems like you came into my life just for a season. You brought me so many moments of peace and an unbelievable amount of joy. I thank you for this amazing time even though I wish you could stay for a lifetime. And now it’s winter. Even in Asia.
“If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you it’s forever yours – if not: have a Margarita!”. And that’s what I am doing. Right now. And every sip hurts.