• I Can’t Help Myself

    by  • February 28, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Friends • 0 Comments

    Severus Himmler-

    I am so, so very sorry. I didn’t mean for this to happen. I never would have done this intentionally. I don’t even know how this did.

    You’ve been the best friend I could ever have imagined these past years. You’ve constantly been there, never left my side, through the good times and the worst. I will always cherise the memories we share- Harry Potter, grammar corrections, Knocknacara, town, your house with your mom.. I lagh even thinking about them. I don’t know where I would be right now without you. IF I’d be here without you.

    The day I heard your true feelings for me, I felt almost faint with shock. I have hoped ever since that day that I could reciprocate them, learn to love you back the way you need me to. But I can’t, I can only love you the way I do now.

    If I have ever insinuated that this is how I felt, I am so sorry. I had never meant to lead you on… I feel so guilty, and will remain to feel so.

    I hope someday we can come back to this friendship, where it was all so simple. But I know, if we stay friends like this now, it would be the worst thing I could ever do. It would be unfair to each other.

    Please know that stopping being your Albus will be the hardest thing I’ll ever do.

    – Albus Hitler

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