• You were my first

    by  • February 27, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 0 Comments

    I seem to be obsessed with you. I’m married with a baby and another one on the way, but I can’t get you out of my mind. I dream about you, and think about what my life would be like if I had left my husband for you. Would we be married now? Would you be the father of my children? Would we be happy? I don’t think so, I think that you would have used me then just like you did before. I know I made the right decision not leaving my husband for you. I don’t know why I can’t get you out of my head. The other day I drove by your parents house, I guess I was hoping to see you there, even though I knew you wouldn’t be there. I wonder how your doing. I want to see you. But I know that is really the last thing I need or really want. I want to be with my husband and my babies, but I also think about you and I want you. I wish you would get out of my head.

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