i wish you could just step into my shoes for a day, watch yourself treating me like dirt. remember when i was once your princess, and we both enjoyed the summer like a teenage love. yeah, i miss that.
i let you walk all over me, i hide my feelings from you just to stop arguments between us. i cry myself to sleep every night, because i feel like im not good enough for you. you allow me to believe that i can’t do anything right, you build up a drama when i do something wrong. what sort of boyfriend does that? i can’t persuade myself that this is never my fault, i’m just a constant life wrecker. someone who tries the best they can and still fails to succeed.
i could never imagine loving someone as much as i love you. you have that spark, that special something i noticed when i first met you. i was drawn to you for something no one else can see, and that’s your perfection through my eyes. my life had always felt incomplete, but with you by my side i feel fully restored.
i’m sorry that i bottle things up. i’m sorry that i annoy you. i guess its just who i am, and we both need to accept that. i should never have to change for anyone, especially someone i love. so why are you doing this to me? what are you going to get out of it, i don’t understand why you keep changing your mind.
i feel like i’m fighting a love battle, and no matter how much i want to continue… there’s something there in the background telling me a back down. what do i chose, which path do i take? i love you more than you will ever know, and this battle is getting too strong for me. if i give up, i lose you. and if i carry on there’s still a possibility i could lose you then.
why do i fail at my life? why does everything i try to do, hurt? no one can answer me this but you, but even that’s asking a lot.
you don’t even talk to me anymore.