• You wrecked me.

    by  • February 26, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    Dear you,

    You broke my heart so bad and no matter how many years pass I can not seem to forget it.

    I’m married now, kids, the works. I love him so much but it’s still you that haunts me.

    It is because of you that I appreciate him.it’s because of you that it took me so long to trust him.

    I never wanted to love again. I cried every single day. I’ve never stopped thinking about you.

    I loved you so much. I love him more. He loves me more. You never really loved me, at least, that’s what I tell myself. I still dream of you, have nightmares of you but it’s not really you.

    In fact, I barely remember your face. I’ve erased your voice, your laugh, the way you kiss but I remember how you made me feel, the way your fingertips grazed my arm as I fell asleep in your thin toned arms. I hate you but somehow I love you and it makes me hate myself when you cross my mind. You never think of me. I know that you don’t but somewhere in the deepest, darkest, most self- loathing part of your brain, I’m there. I hate you and I always will but I’ll love you, forever.

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