• Just like me

    by  • February 25, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 2 Comments

    I love you.

    The three word I want to say to you so bad. But they’ll get me made fun of. Ridiculed. Calling me weird, freak, creepy.
    It’s not that I care to hear it from random people. I don’t give a fuck about their opinions. But my friends and family would say it too and that I don’t think I could handle. But in truth…

    I love you so much.

    You are just like me. You are introverted, shy, pale. Dark circles stay under your eyes from the sleepless nights you have.

    Just like me.

    The way you hate shoes and socks, care more about comfort than fashion, and how you don’t care how you look or how people see you.

    Just like me.

    The way you nibble on your thumb when you’re thinking, how you eat more sugar than is healthy, yet you don’t get fat, how you sit in strange positions that are comfortable to you but not to most people.

    Just like me.

    You’re not good at interacting with people, and you don’t have many friends, you didn’t like to talk to people.

    Just like me.

    Do you think that maybe we can be friends?
    Of course I know that, that can never happen. But maybe after I’m dead? In years to come from now when you’ll probably still haunt my dreams. I know you’ll have a million fan girls chasing after you, and you’ll think I’m just one more.
    But I’m not.
    I’m the one who would understand you the most. The most like you.
    Please, at least let me be your friend.

    Some day.

    2 Responses to Just like me

    1. J
      February 25, 2012 at 9:21 pm

      I know of a cute guy with dark circles under his eyes, with a dislike for shoes… he always has his thumb near his mouth, and he’s obsessed with sugar. Not the most social, he’s too smart for his own good.

      His name is Lawliet, have you heard of him?

      I fell in love with him too, for a while.

      Maybe we can all be friends someday… I’m just like you two, too.

    2. The one who wrote this
      March 8, 2012 at 3:06 pm

      I hope so. There aren’t many people like us three out there. Considered weird by everyone but each other. We all have trouble making friends. I wonder then… what happens when you put three people together, who don’t know how to make friends… Would they become friends? I guess only time will tell.

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