• i’m going to try

    by  • February 25, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 0 Comments

    i am going to try to give up trying.

    i am going to try not to call you. or send you facebook messages when i am feeling vulnerable.

    i am going to try not to look too hard at all the little things around my room that you have given me. i do not have the heart to get rid of them.

    i am going to try to ignore the old text messages on my phone from you. i do not have the heart to delete them.

    i am going to try not to dream about you at night.

    i am going to try not to think about you. about how happy you are now.

    i am going to try to bury the sadness and regret. the longing. the love. the anxiety. i am going to try to bury it deep inside myself.

    i wish i never met you. i can’t imaging my life without you now. but i need to try.

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