• I don’t know anymore

    by  • February 25, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Regret • 0 Comments

    last night.
    The most amazing night I’ve ever had with you. You are my best friend and I love you.

    No, I really love you.

    I have 2 barriers: Myself and the fact you’re not actually single.

    You probably won’t read this… I will probaby end up telling you this later in another heart to heart we’ll have at some point in the near future.

    I love you. I wish I had said it to you sooner. Realized sooner. Actually seen what has been right in front of me for so long sooner.

    I’m sorry I didn’t.

    I let you down in a way.

    I let myself down.

    You’ve always told me I deserve better than what I kept being faced with. That I deserved someone who truly cared about me.

    I knew you meant you, but you’re to kind hearted and humble to actually say that to me.

    I wish you had.

    NO! I wish I had agreed that I deserved better, instead of being at the point I’m at now.

    I love you.

    You’ll know sooner or later.

    I love you.

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