I never realized how totally screwed up I am. You told me holding all my emotions inside would come back to bite me in the ass… I guess I just realized how true that is. We’re so close to having something real, but I feel like I can’t. I’ve seen heartbreak. I don’t think I could ever go through that. And you could break my heart. There’s so many reasons why us would be a bad idea. I’ve never been in love before, but you have. Is it worth it? After my many issues cause us to fall apart will I regret going for it? Is it even worth trying when inevitably things will go bad?